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Name: Caleb
Country: United States
State: Colorado
Metro: Colorado Springs
Birthday: 4/14/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: Kendo, Electronics, Programming, Music, Cello, and GLOWSTICKING!
Expertise: jack of all trades master of NONE
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  flammableflea
Member Since:
7/2/2005
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| I usually help out at the bed and breakfast we run in our house.
Usually, I sit through 4 hours of my dads blabbering, of him telling me
what I'm doing wrong in my life, what I should really be--not what I
want, and other subjects that are very rude. However, today was
different. In his stupidity, he didn't realize I was putting away
the dishes where he told me to put them 5 minutes earlier, and I got
punched in the back (standing at the sink). It was so automatic,
its scary. He started pinching my arm, so I ripped his pinching
hand off of my shoulder, turned it back under him, and started forcing
his face towards the ground with leverage. I didn't even realize
what I was doing-- and he didn't either. He just sat there
stunned! 10 seconds later though, I was told to get out of the
house, and not to ever come back. I just don't understand that
guy. He has chemical issues or something... I realize xanga
has been kind of my venting grounds, so sorry for anyone that
accidentaly stumbles on this, and reads nothing but bad. Theres
some good to my life, and I should really start writing of that instead
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| Went to a movie yesterday with Diana--This hot hot Korean girl from
Japanese class. After Charlie and the chocolate factory, we went
to the arcade and dennys. She's a really cool person. She's
into Japanese gothic theatre, and even reads Harry Potter! fun fun. Peace out.
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| Went to Tek Fox's Release party. It was fun, but feel bad for
having to leave in the middle of his set, and dissapoint new
friends. I pissed a few people off, who I have alot of respect
for, and feel pretty shitty. Otherwise it was a good party.
I broke a glowstick off of my string during an airwrap, and it flew
behind the bar x__x Just glad no one got hit. Really fun,
but dissapointed that I had to let people down. GDF is next week,
so I'll see if they're still my friends, or if I ruined it.
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| Now that my internets back up-- im back. Lately, things have been
really hard. My dads' time is being consumed more and more with
this arbonne dream of him becoming rich, and im being forgotten even
more. Its ok to be forgotten to an extent, because I dont HAVE to
be the for-front of attention. It would be awesome if he actually
would just do things a dad does with his son. We've never played
catch, never went hiking together. We never worked on the
car. We made cookies, but I was threatened he would disown me
because I "screwed up" and since he's a chef, his son has to be perfect
at cooking. What ever I do with him always recieves negative
critisism. I wont live like that. I need to distance myself
from that out look on life!
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| So my first post would be
about what? About me? Im a senior in highschool, and just
like everyone else, Im afraid to graduate. What will next year
hold? Whats the meaning of life? All the normal things,
rolled up into this last coming year of school. Come join my
story of conformity, as I explore the previously explored, and discover
nothing out of the ordinary. Welcome to my Blog!
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